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A song embodying the pain of denying the negative effect of a toxic relationship on oneself.

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We've all heard the word disease. There are many diseases out there but the ones that come to mind for me are like Alzheimer's, dementia, parkinson's, copd, and of course all types of cancer. I don't claim to have a disease when I describe being an addict, hello the majority of people will say it's a disease. My feeling is that it's a Dis-Ease. A lack of use within myself and with myself. It's something I've struggled with my whole life, and has really tortured me, and befuddled me for so long. If any one of you knew me, you would say yes I've had my challenges with mental health, but I am at a high level. I can function like most normal people can with some limitations. I've also been a very successful student, a great athlete, and it had lots of friends. Yet for some reason I stay lost in my own head which is full of lies. I'm doing the best I can today to accept what is, and understand what is not. I can honestly say that today on this Friday December I guess 10th, I love myself at this very moment 11:29 a.m..

This song is about abuse in a relationship, and how I keep going back for more. There's no rhyme or reason why I do it. Like I said in the song I guess I'm just obsessed and possessed. And it leaves my mind frazzled. The chorus razzle dazzle razzle dazzle I'm frazzled on frazzled, it's just a fun Little chorus that I thought up, and it kind of reminds me of the rolling Stones song shattered. I'll tell you if it wasn't for a lot of these old bands in the 70s influencing me I probably wouldn't be a Lyricist today. By no means do I want to copy their words plagiarize or anything like that. But I do like some of the templates that they've laid out throughout the years, meaning lots of different bands. But this song just reminds me of how I've stayed in many abusive relationships not physical, but just mentally abusive torturous to say the least.

A song about the thoughts of a woman grappling with whether or not her desires match her reality.